i miss jamming.
all the noise and the fuzz.
all the screaming over blasting instruments.
finally, to break this abstinence.
leaving chem spa next wednesday.


why does it have to come from you people.
the exception from all else.
the closest quint interaction circle.
where comfort and ease supposedly co-exists with unfamiliarity.
instead i seek shelter elsewhere.
a civilization with open arms and subtle judgement.
to that society i belong.
not one that has been chosen for me by circumstance.


i just realised that i know more j2s than j1s.
as in i'm closer to more j2s than j1s that is.
thats a pretty sad thing though.
they'll be leaving next year.
the reason being, simply put, is that i relate better to them.
they've seen so much more of the world.
than the typical anderson j1.
no negative connotation suggested (:


i'm two quarters and a heart down
and i dont want to forget how your voice sounds
these words are all i have so i'll write them
so you need them just to get by
dance dance.

perfection at 2:52 PM